Thats how I feel today anyhow. I’m sure part of it is the fact that i’m bipolar so my moods swings pretty rapidly and sometimes i’m on top of the world other times i’m not. Yesterday I was feeling great.. Today not so great. Today kinda discouraged. Why? All because of stupid dh.. I don’t know why I let him get to me. I made the mistake of telling him yesterday that I had lost 10 lbs. He says,”good” so matter of factly I wanted to hit him. What i’d like to do is kick his ass and tell him its f*$king great! I’d like to tell him to get off his ass and try to lose some of the weight he is steadily gaining but its his life and his body and he wont listen to me. Even though he went up a pants size and he can’t button (can barely button if he doesnt breathe) his pants. He still says he hasnt gained weight. He is just bloated.. OH FREAKING PLEASE!!!!!!
You aren’t just bloated! You have gained weight and you are steadily pouring it on. Look at all the crap he eats. I fix dinner he eats it then eats cereal or some stupid snack cake afterwards. I dont even know where he gets the junk from he eats. You should see what he eats for lunch. And he has the nerve to talk to me about going to see a weight loss dr.. I’m doing this the right way!!!!!!!!! I’m busting my ass and watching what I eat. I’m not watching the fork to my mouth..
ANYWAY today i’m just angry. Because after all this he has the nerve to say good. Like I need to lose the weight.. Yes I need to lose the weight but a supportive,”Thats great” “Way to go” would have been nice. I’m not surprised though. I”m just pissed off.. Because after telling me good he has the nerve to say my boobs are going away.. WHO CARES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I don’t!
Tosha
