July 23, 2008
· Filed under Weightloss, weigh in · Tagged AF, excited, scale, Weightloss
I stepped on teh scale this morning and I was down 4 lbs.. I’m guessing AF was to blame for my not losing the last few weeks.. Because now that its over i’m showing i’m down 4 lbs.. WOO HOO.. Lets just hope this continues.. Makes me feel better and made my exercise this morning less of a PIA..
I’m still following weight watchers as the Dietitian told me I could. She just included i’d have to watch my carbs while on weight watchers. I have however stopped going to the meetings as money has gotten tight and thats not a MUST HAVE right now.. Its school clothes & school supplies season! Gotta get 3 of the 4 kids in school next month! They have a list of MUST HAVES which come first..
July 21, 2008
· Filed under 1
Why this is so difficult.. No one said it was going to be easy. Infact I knew it wasnt going to be easy. I knew it would be a long journey. I knew this from the beginning but i must admit i’m discouraged. I’ve been following plan and i’m just not losing much. Maybe its because of AF this week. But i’m just not showing much loss.. Maybe a pound.
I go back to the doctor on August 8th and I don’t want to go in with 1 lb lost. What will she say??????? She wont be nice about it I bet. I told her i’m losing very slowly but 1 lb in a month is not acceptable. I’m bloated beyond belief.. Even she admits that.. I think its partially my meds i’m on too. I’m just going to have to work extra hard these next 3 weeks..
July 10, 2008
· Filed under Weightloss, feelings, weight watchers · Tagged diabetes, doctor, emotions, glasses, goals, health, hysterectomy, plans, weight watchers
I’ve been quiet lately. Trying to take some things in and deal with them. I went to the gyn on Monday for my test results and to have an ultrasound done of my female parts because I have extremely heavy bleeding and somethings arent right. Well my lab work showed that i’m pre diabetes and I have to start seeing a dietitian to get it under control so I don’t end up with full blown diabetes.. I’m still trying to deal with this and accept it. I really dont have a choice in the matter do I? I have to deal with it and I have to accept it. I go to the dietitian on Friday. The dr said they’d give me a monitor and i’d have to monitor my levels for awhile. I’m so not looking forward to it. Anyhow the ultrasound showed my uterus is 3x the size it should be and that I have a fibriod. They want to do a hysterectomy but I can’t afford it. My deductible is 5000$ and I don’t have that kind of money right now. Then ontop of all that.. My eye glasses broke when I took them off at the drs office. I had to go get my eyes checked so I could get new glasses.. I’m so stressed out. I feel emotionally maxed out completely. I don’t even know where to start right now.. I’ll just be glad when Friday is over with because right now I don’t know what to do… The doctor told me to stop weight watchers that it wasn’t a good plan for me. She didnt tell me what a good plan was.. Just told me to stop weight watchers and go see this dietitian she referred me to. So until friday I have no game plan..
July 6, 2008
· Filed under Weightloss, exercise, feelings, weight watchers · Tagged diet, exercise, falling, weight loss, weight watchers
I fell off.. The weight loss wagon that is.. I didnt exercise all last week and I havent logged into the weight watchers website in almost 2 weeks. I’ve got to get back on track and start being held accountable for myself again.. Why is it so easy to fall when you’ve been doing good? I’m so tired lately. I think its got to do with some female problems i’ve been having and i’m going to the dr for. I have an ultrasound scheduled for monday to find out whats going on with my female parts. Hopefully we’ll get some answers from that. We shall see..
I don’t really have much else to add but did want to check in.
Tosha
